We all have those “friends” that are a bad investment. We care, so we try to be there for them, and it is rarely reciprocated. It would be nice to get a “hi” once in a while, or an “I acknowledge you still exist” without them needing money. When I contact people like this, it’s…
Category: Friends
Life … is good
I’ve been really happy lately with my life overall. I love my job, Robert and I are getting along great, I am exercising and feeling better than I have in years, and we are approaching the end of several debts. I’d like to be able to also say that we were homeowners again, but that’s…
Why walls exist…
I guess I shouldn’t be upset or surprised when “friends” blow me off. Especially those who always act like I should always be there for them, but when reversed they are not capable of being there for me. I tried, but everything I say goes in one ear and out their mouth. It’s also frustrating…
Emo-tions
It’s hard sometimes to always put on the happy face, the strong-nothing is ever wrong face that people expect from me. I’m generally a very happy person, but I am human and still have down days, sometimes they can get really bad… I don’t want to be coddled, but sometimes a hug would be nice….
Trust Owed where Trust is Given
I always wonder why people scream out for attention or help, then when people who care respond, they are shunned. It feels like the old “girl who cried wolf” story. I understand that some people have a hard time with trusting people, even though the people have proven themselves, but then why not just keep…
A Day Full of Winning!
So, I came in this morning, half asleep and still managed to get a document updated and sent off for review and data by noon. I have errands to run after work, want to get my nails done, have to clean the chinnies and cook dinner before the guys arrive at 7:30 to play our…
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I wish I had someone I could talk to when I am feeling down. I have mostly male friends, and they can never understand what it’s like to be a female and have hormonal depression. Robert tries to listen, but he’s a also guy and usually it’s “it’ll be ok” instead of trying to really…